Short Stop Stop Stop Short
12:12 A.M. § July 10, 2006
Playing: Loreena McKennitt - "Annachie Gordon"
I have been covering drawing surfaces and using up drawing materials with female figures for as long as I can remember. Whether I'm drawing in steamed mirrors, on scraps of paper at work, I'm always drawing women, beautiful curvy women, flowing hair, beautiful gowns, soft eyes and lips. Only when I'm able to be detailed do they have defined hands. Otherwise they're soft rounded doll-hands.
Paper dolls.
I've always done it. I can blame it on a number of things. I love the female body. I envy the beauty of other females. I'm plotting my newest character.
It just comes down to one of the simpler ones, I think. I find it soothing.
I've been living in a dream world my whole life. The world beyond it is troubling to me. I find it difficult to understand at times. I'm sure everyone does. But in truth, I find most other people difficult to understand, as well. I'm not fully convinced that they feel the same way I do. I agree when people tell me that everyone feels that way--but I never have believed it. I never have believed that people have the same kind of emotions as I do.
I wish I could finish what I begin.
Shiva § Kali